“Thoughts and feelings appear and disappear like clouds, but the sky always remains clear…” — Mooji
A little about Life
Love
Falling in love is the sweetest, most desired nectar — intoxicating and inspiring. The whole world turns into a vast ocean of Love, and you no longer walk through it — you float, you soar effortlessly, wondering how others fail to notice it, how they cannot hear the magical melody of your Heart. Truly, no one has ever escaped Love or infatuation, just as no one has escaped disappointment, painful falls, or exile from Paradise. Every heart has been broken — not once or twice, but countless times. Yet this is necessary. Just as a child must fall a thousand times before learning to walk and run, a person must be burned a thousand times to finally understand: you are the Fire, you are the Love, you are the Paradise, you are the Divine, you are the Truth — the Truth hidden beneath thick layers of beliefs, prejudices, doubts, judgments, condemnations, and illusions. Perhaps you have lost your way, wandering through the labyrinths of your own mind. But there is always an exit. And in time, you will find it. After you have walked through and explored every passage, after you have learned, remembered, and rediscovered yourself — you will turn around and be astonished: There were never any labyrinths at all. You simply created them.
Anxiety/Stress
From the moment you’re born, your parents try to fix your attention on your safety — it’s the only way they know. In school, at university, almost everywhere you hear the same message: the most important things in life are education, work, and a good income. And of course, these are essential aspects of our lives — the ability and skill to survive. By the age of twenty, we more or less know how to study and how to earn enough to support our existence. But society keeps demanding more. It pushes you to choose a profession not based on your interests, but on what is considered most profitable, imposing an image of the “successful” person. In doing so, it silently strips you of your right to choose. At school you memorized theory for grades — wasting precious time that could have been dedicated to real, living learning. Time when you could have explored the world through direct conversations with engineers, doctors, entrepreneurs, artists — people who have achieved mastery in their field, who love their craft and pour their soul into it. Learning firsthand, observing and participating in the process, sharing your own ideas and creations along the way — inspired and engaged — you wouldn’t have known fear. You wouldn’t have known what to choose, because everything would feel incredibly fascinating, everything would captivate you, everything would ignite your curiosity… Unfortunately, our education system is far from perfect. We are taught to fear everything — to fear teachers, parents, grades, to fear making a mistake. If you had been taught from books how to “correctly” break a branch, you would grow up afraid of branches altogether — afraid to break one, afraid even to approach one — and the mere sight of a tree would trigger anxiety, if not a full-blown panic. We’ve been given a very narrow path — one that no one truly needs or enjoys — and yet even on this path we’re afraid to take a step. We fear shadows and dragons that exist only in our imagination, but despite being unreal, they end up completely controlling our reality…
Depression
Sadness is rain — a heavy, pouring rain that each of us has walked through at least once in our lives. Sometimes it falls for days, weeks, even years. Rain is as essential to the earth as sun and wind. Without rain and wind, a seed can never grow into a tall, beautiful tree that bears sweet, nourishing fruit. Do not reject or divide yourself. Become one with your thoughts and feelings, with the events of your life, as if they were the wind. Let yourself be drenched by the rain of your own tears. Allow the rain to fall, and the wind to dry your clothes. For even after the longest, darkest, stormiest night, the sun always rises — and there is no escaping it, no place to hide. Dawn comes — the awakening and blossoming of the Soul. The one who once searched for a candle in the night has now become the Sun itself, illuminating the world with the light of Truth…
Life purpose/Calling
A calling comes from the word to call — something that summons you. The ability to feel the call of the soul, the call of the heart, is, to me, one of life’s greatest gifts. It is where everything begins. When you first hear the sound of waves, you don’t know what it is. You may feel afraid, yet the sound is so irresistible that you walk toward it anyway — closer and closer. And then, suddenly, a miracle: a vast body of water unfolds before you, its color mesmerizing. You smile, unable to believe your own happiness. Later, you wonder how you ever doubted whether to go. So it is with the soul. Go wherever and whenever it calls you. Go — run — or you may miss your dream, beauty, life, truth. And if fear is strong, then at least try… try to hear your soul...
Religion/Faith
Throughout all ages, human beings have searched for God. They have looked for Him everywhere — in the trees, in the earth, in the sun; they have worshipped stones, animals, and people. And to this day, humans continue to seek God: they believe, they pray, they ask, sometimes even demand, and get angry. There are those who deny God and believe only in science. There are those who seek God through self-development, meditation or yoga. There are those who retreat into the forest to speak with the spirits of their ancestors. There are millions of people and millions of paths to God. But even the one who believes they are “far” from God and have nothing to do with religion or spirituality is, in truth, unconsciously searching for Him — in delicious food, in the smiles of loved ones, in achievements, in various addictions, in beautiful things, in endless travels, in sunrises and sunsets, in the touch of the wind, in jumping over puddles. It always seems to us that we are seeking pleasure or enjoyment. But in reality, we are always seeking only the Truth — only God.
Passing away
When we were children, we weren’t afraid to jump off garages, climb fences and trees — as if we were immortal, we explored the world in every way we could, knowing no fear. But we grew up. Our world expanded, became larger and more diverse. So where did that sense of immortality go? Where are those fearless explorers and pioneers now? Why are we afraid to take even a single step outside our safe little burrow? What happened? Did our curiosity vanish? Our desire to learn, to discover, to explore? Our need to share our knowledge, our discoveries, our impressions with the world? Our urge to create and build? To love this world madly, selflessly, without hesitation? No, I’m not asking you to conquer or explore the whole world. I’m simply asking you to take two steps toward yourself — to walk out of the cave of your own fears and look around. Maybe you’ll like the sunlit valleys, the fields, the forests, the mountains. Maybe you won’t take just two steps, but ten… Dying isn’t what’s frightening. What’s frightening is living your whole life without ever taking a single full breath...
A little about Me
My name is Svetlana, and I am not a psychologist. For many years, I devoted myself to self-inquiry and inner exploration. In my attempt to understand who I am and why I am in this world, I studied psychology, philosophy, and religion for a long time — yet the answers never came. Then one day, through a series of unbelievable coincidences, I found myself near the Osho ashram, surrounded by remarkable people,
who spoke all day long about Awakening, Enlightenment, and Love. Whenever I tried to discuss something “normal,” like work, they looked at me as if I were the strange one. They all had jobs and families, but none of that troubled them — not because they were indifferent, but because they simply weren’t tense, not weighed down by the worries that “normal” people carry. They seemed a bit eccentric to me. One moment they would speak with great passion, and the next they would suddenly fall silent — and stay silent for a very long time. Later, without a word, they would quietly drift back to their homes. And yet, despite the discomfort I often felt around them, I was irresistibly drawn to their openness, sincerity, spontaneity, and a kind of disarming honesty. Even our simplest café gatherings felt like a small ritual — a mystery I longed to understand but couldn’t quite grasp. What I didn’t realize was that during those everyday conversations over coffee, a fire was being lit inside me — the most passionate longing of my life: the thirst for awakening, for enlightenment. I vowed to myself that I would attain it at any cost. Like someone possessed, I began meditating without food, without water, without rest. It continued for three weeks, until I finally collapsed from exhaustion and cried out, “God, please, show Yourself to me…” I don’t know why I turned to God at that moment. It is said that realization comes through self-realization, self-inquiry, meditation — yet in that moment, that plea, that call to God felt like my only salvation. Lying on the floor in tears, I begged God to reveal the Truth. By then, I had already become completely disillusioned with life, with people, with love itself. Nothing held me in this world anymore. Awakening — enlightenment — whatever name one gives it — had become my final hope, the last thread connecting me to life. And by God’s grace, it happened. For a few seconds I saw — or rather experienced — something that changed my entire life. Just a few seconds, and hell turned into Heaven; suffering dissolved into Bliss. Suddenly, those people no longer seemed strange to me. But that moment was only the beginning — the beginning of a long, unfolding path...
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